I don't want to spoil your rep, not especially when you're at the peak of your game. I rather people not judge you, so i'd rather not breathe out at all. If you want to share the story, it's always better to tell the whole truth than half lie. I can take the hit, i don't really care if i'm being judged, i don't care what they say. Everyone else may think differently after, but you know you're still the same.

People spread words like wildfire, 3 seconds flat. I heard this, i heard that. She did this, she did that. I've been happy for a while now, and i don't give a fuck. Now go spread that.

It would be freaky and totally impossible but amazing if i could. One moment i'm far away, the next i'll catch him by surprise. If only i could be super fast, faster than Shuan. Like in Twilight.
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Met Chrissy for dinner today, i miss laughing along with her. Talked about school, our boys, places and ideas for our next clique outing, as well as Christmas. Oh and, i can't wait for the 18th. It's about 3 weeks away. Philbert, Vinodh, Val, Jielin, Salmah and i are going to Genting Highlands for the weekend. It's going to be so super awesome(:

Oh, i remembered i wanted to summarize about our almost-epic-fail surprise on Friday.

Shuan had track training in school at 6 plus, i had training at AMK swimming complex at 7 plus. We would both end close to 9pm, and we're supposed to meet for dinner after both our trainings. Turned out, i didn't go for swim and Shuan trained earlier at 3pm? I was actually thinking of going to school to surprise him at track, and he was thinking of coming down to AMK to surprise me after swim. Thank goodness, before i made my journey to school at 6, i decided to message him and ask him roughly what time he'll end training. He told me he trained earlier and he didn't know what time the lecture/briefing thingy he was in will end. I was thinking, maybe i wouldn't make it in time for the surprise, so i just told him i wasn't training today.

So later when we met for dinner, he told me how he had wanted to surprise me after training and how he pictured the whole scene in his mind. So i told him, i wanted to surprise him after his training, and we both started laughing. Now, imagine if i went to school and he went to the swimming complex, at 9pm we'd both be like, 'what the heck is taking him/her so long?' And when we call each other and realised what happened, it would be the ultimate epic fail of epic failures. I would probably die laughing. Oh well, great minds think alike. Right, Shuan? (:

I shall not elaborate on me freaking out an hour ago, all i have to say is that i really could picture myself running away. I had an excellent escape plan in mind, just that the lift didn't come in time so Shuan caught me before i could make a run for it. Not that i can ever out-run my boyfriend, but i was thinking of running and hiding somewhere nevertheless. I swear i was so freaked out, i would dig a hole in the ground and bury myself if i could, and i'll only come out when it's safe.

Shuan sucks to the max, he laughed at me so hard, he cried. But i think i could never genuinely get pissed at him even if i wanted to, he looks too innocent and cute. Don't be fooled. He is not, Shuan is actually damn evil, mean, bad and sucky under the pretty face. I won't come to his house for a long time after today, i think. ):

I swear i'm going to gain weight in a month or two, or less.

Yesterday, Shuan and i had lunch at Coffee Bean, and dinner at Timbré at Old School. We wanted to go for Island Creamery before training, but thank goodness it started to rain and we didn't have time so we decided against it. Today, i think we're going to get a tub of Ben and Jerry's, watch Gossip Girl and sit on his floor drawing up our 101 master plan. We added sky-diving in the list. I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon, but i really want to try it, though i think you need a licence or sort? Oh! And we kinda expanded the list yesterday, so now we have a things-to-do list, and a places-to-eat list. But right now i think Ash, Zhi, Pingchie and Shuan just finished running their Vertical Marathon and are all having breakfast, waiting for their timings.

And thank God we're both trackers and we're both skinny. So if we gain weight, it wouldn't be so bad. It could even be a good thing, maybe? Ugh, but then again, i doubt that's going to happen cause we're both sick people who train 6 times a week. Well.. at least not me, i only train 4 times maximum. My boyfriend is insane (and hot), i know. (Yes, Shuan, i know you're reading this, stop laughing now. Happy only.)
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Stayed up till 2.30 talking on the phone last night, which makes that more than 6 hours straight. Most of the time we were doing shit, playing Hexic on MSN, Bejeweled Blitz on Facebook, SCV channel surfing, talking on Facebook chat and commenting each other's page, blogging, reading Livejournals, doing tutorials, eating, online shopping, brushing teeth, peeing.. Okay, too much details.

So anyway, we came up with a to-do list which includes kayaking, rock-climbing, night fishing, kite-flying and piecing together a 1000-piece puzzle. I'm going to get a vanguard sheet, write this all down and pin it up on my wall. 101 Things To Do With Shuan, just that we're 80 activities short. We need more brain juice to think, but we'll get there.. Eventually.